On a profile I say:
"I just survived a recent heart attack and quadruple bypass open heart surgery ~ what, you think YOU can scare me...?"
But the truth is I'm scared all the time. Constantly aware of the tenuousness of life, moment to moment. It is not exilerating, it does not feel not like ever day I am beating the reaper. It feels like every day I am just scrambling away. But one day He will catch up with me, his cold fleshless lifeless hand gaining purchase, finally, on my shoulders. Pull me down into blackness. One day it will happen.
Sorry if that is not too encouraging...
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