Finally got an offline from G. this morning -- from a time when I would still have been home on a normal workday. Still not sure if this is real; if she sees time differently than I; or if she even is who she says she is.
But I also am wondering: What do I want out of this? What can I realistically expect out of this relationship, even if it turns out it is on the up and up?
Reminds me of a quote from my favorite novel, Samuel R. Delany's "Stars in My Pocket Like Grains of Sand", when the narrator is told by a friend that she has found him, via synapse mapping, a "perfect" lover:
"At thirty-six years [old] you know it can't be done.
Which I guess is what desire is all about."
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