How I am surviving a heart attack and quadruple bypass, and maybe even surviving life...

Saturday, June 14, 2008

"nothing's gonna change my world..."

I still haven't felt like doing anything today.

Even after an hour-and-a-half bike ride, and an hour's daimoku. Even after reading a trivia game with Box of Rox/Mark. Even when there are people online whom I usually would talk with.

Just...flat.

Can't figure it out. It's almost bedtime anyway. Maybe if I had more money, I would have gone to Jim's Steak-Out for a taco and fries combo ~ but still the idea of that does next to nothing for me.

Is the only thing I want is to talk with G.? I thought my life was bigger - and by now more realistic - than that.


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