How I am surviving a heart attack and quadruple bypass, and maybe even surviving life...

Saturday, August 30, 2008

I'm just not getting this, Life

Of course, I haven't been on here for a while.

Taking a 6-day weekend (and I still have over 6 weeks vacation and sick time through next June...). And of course, I feel unsatisfied, as I'm just trying to relax. I am terrible at relaxing. Always feel like I should be doing more in my life.

Wish I knew how to go and and get a woman drunk and just use her -- so tired of caring. I just wish I could be a thoughtless man like all the other men on the planet, and just get what I want. But it escapes me. I just feel like the alien

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